Monday, March 30, 2009

I'm glad that we've clear all the misunderstanding.
& thanks for those that sent me text of concern, really sweet of you guys. (:

Monday, March 23, 2009

I read those words,
like a thousand swords piercing through my flesh.
And i wonder how hurt can one be.

Is it of worth for us to quarrel over such simple matter,
must things be made complex?

So now i know where do we actually stand in your heart..
Have you really understood, when you said you know who your friends really are.
Did you consider how we(I) felt?
Or have alcohol taken over you...

You can never imagine how disappointed i am right now.
I could have just walk off in silence.
But i chose not to...
Waiting to clear things out w u, but all i got in return is getting myself hurt.

Getting angry and throwing tantrums won't solve the matter.
You always tell me that, but why cant you practise it too?
Thanks for those hurtful words...
And yes,
You got what you wanted, you've hurt me.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

so, is Albert Teo your friend?

Looking at all the happenings around me,
I feel so helpless.
Wanting to do something yet nothing can be done.
I'm sorry ladies. I don't know what else to do but to remain in silent and listen.
I'll be here, always.

Love is really friendship that is on fire,amazing yet scary.
And if the love does not work out for the two,the friendship might be destroy.

And now, I'm afraid.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Little did i realized that there was a surprise awaiting for me.
I was greeted with probably the cutest thing on earth!
That mean monster has transformed into such a sweetheart...
For now, I'll cuddle this to sleep.





Good night darlings. :)

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Lek is going to be so happy today! (:
Mustafa! Mustafa! Mustafa!
I'm going to meet my Muthu!

I should have heed her advices.
To start was really a mistake.
I tried convincing myself to believe, that we'll be the exception.
That we'll make it through..
Months after months i waited.
Realizing that things aren't going to work out the way I've expected it to.
So here i am...
Broken.

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Anyway, I'm better now.
Well, at least i think i am.
(:
Just another lesson learnt.